TO THE ONE I LOVE …

When the sun rises in the east,
When the birds come out of the nests,
When the clouds cover the sun,
When it’s raining,
When the sun burns my skin,
When the cool breeze makes me happy,
When the street lights are on,
When the stars twinkle,
When the moon smiles in sky,
When I am sitting doing nothing,
When I am listening to my favorite music,
When I close my eyes,
When I open my eyes,
When my heart beats in rhythm,
When I am floating in my dream world,

I THINK OF YOU …

With love
Krishna..

Sometimes I feel I write almost all things which are related to LOVE one or the other way :) … Is this right ? or Jus my opinion ? I am confused indeed . Again is it turning out to be something which is related to the “same” magical word?

“Can boys and gals be jus friends?” oops nice question. Let me think about it. Now I remember the movies ‘when harry met sally’ and hum tum. Both were my favorites once :) . I really liked the arguments stating boys & gals cannot be jus friends. Yup,by my experience too. I don’t know what will be opinion of a gal about me after reading this. But this is the truth & I think it will be a truth for all. My personal opinion is that whenever gal & boy becomes close than a particular limit (limit is obviously different for different people I suppose) they start feeling something different .Yup , we might not call that’s love. This could be jus an infatuation or affection or crush or whatever you feel. Obvious reason for this is that boys feel girls as “different” & might be same case with the gals too. I do not have much idea about it :) .Some gal should guide me on this ;) .That different feeling makes you behave in a different way ;) .For example , boys won’t think and speak with any other boy. I mean whatever we feel we express to some friend of same gender. But when it’s the other way , we think then talk in the worst case sometimes practice too ;) .Because we care much. We will be having the afraid of loosing them or at least hurting them. We know relations could become complicated any point of time & that we don’t want in fact .

You may feel it childish or you may not like my arguments too ;) Since everyone is unique in their own way , every one will be having their own way of thinking . I jus wanna be in group where there is clear majority ;) what say?


Signing off now ,
With Love again,
Krishna..

I spent nearly 10 hours browsing today :) .. created this new blog , added six to seven postings , updated profile @ sjceonline.com &spent some time with orkutting too :) Now it's 12.30 midnight when all the world is sleeping ( i know majority of the engineering students will be awake now but still the wordings like above will look good :)) I decide to write about my first crush ...

Yup, she was beautiful,attractive most importantly unique in her own way. That's what the thing I like in a girl most. She refused to smile when i said a joke first time & was not curious about me initially.You may feel this was a one sided love or something & this guy is mad to go behind a gal who has not shown interest in him.Critics are welcomed :) But that's the way I am , I like the girls who are reserved , cultured & offcourse cute.Let me stop the descriptions & come back to the topic again.

Her behaviour made me feel like loving her.You may laugh but I decided to toss the coin in front of god to take the decision about her. Told one of my friends to tell her how I feel about her. He told he will do that for me. Thats the most difficult time of my life where I couldn't do anything. I was thinking what will happen next.I was not at all prepared what if she says "yes" in fact. The night was sleepless.I thought my friend might have told her . I couldn't sleep. I was jus staring at the clock waiting for morning 9 o clock to come soon so that my mom leaves to school & i can call and tell my friend not to tell her.

It was nine in the morning. As soon as mom left the house my fingers were dailing my friends number. I got him on the phone. I did not know did he tell her or not. First told him " buddy .. promise me that you never tell it to her" . He told me that he has already told her. I was breathless for a minute. I did not speak. I did not even ask him what was her reply. He told he was lying & he could not meet her the last day. But still I was not out of the shock.After some time I realized nothing has gone wrong & everything will be same as before.

I don't know , what made me not to tell what i felt about her. Eventhough later i realized it wasn't love , was jus an infatuation & those became very common in my life ;) I feel it's really difficult to say "I love you" to someone ... To be frank I am waiting for a gal who is cute,cultured,understading :).. Wish me luck buddies ..


With love ,

krishna

I do write lots of short stories in kannada . but this was my first attempt to write a story in english. I know this is poor but worth reading if you have lots of time ;)

Feeling of love...


I do not know how to start, how to go by and how to end. This is a real experience where I had a nice feeling of love & lots and lots of emotions danced like a fountain finally I had to accept the reality of life ……

It all began when I gave an entry to orkut – a magical world which can help you to make & know lots of friends at the same time it can keep you in illusion, sometimes very difficult to even imagine. One of my friends was constantly telling me to join orkut & even we had got a net connection in house. I was very eager to do something out of it & when my roommate joined I could not control myself joining that even though I knew I will become addictive to it. Every thing was fine for the beginning. I met many seniors, my old friends in NITK suratkal. I was very happy to live in this beautiful world.

One day, when I logged in to orkut as usual I had many “add as a friend “requests pending for my approval. In that I saw a name of a girl (sorry I can’t mention her name ). I did not have a friend by that name previously. I was very curious to know who she could be. Went to her profile and saw a photo which was really stunning, a traditional girl having a bindhi on her very cute face. I was surprised, confused, totally blank for sometime. I tried to recall each and every girl I met starting from my childhood days. But my memory said you haven’t met such a girl till now & it is impossible to forget such a girl even if you have glanced once. To be frank I am proud of my memory, even though I forget names I do not forget the faces. I went through her simple profile, came to know she is from manglore, my hometown. I became very happy when I came to know that in fact.

My mind did not stop the effort to miss a single chance of knowing her more. I checked all the communities she was in. She was in Mukta club , even I like that serial even though I get less chance of seeing it. And also she was in “How are you doing community”, I am also the great fan of “FRIENDS”, popular tv show. Believe me, I thought each and every thinking of mine matches with her. I always wanted to have someone who is traditional, cute, cultured. She was more than my imaginations. I was really happy that she herself sent a friendship request to me.

I did not stop. Read all the testimonials written about her. Came to know she cares for bindhi very much. And also I was surprised to know that one of my friends who is in nitk has written a testimonial for her. Really became happy because I thought I could get some info about her. Checked all her scrap book entries, was very happy again to know that she has really great attitude. She was my girl of imaginations, girl of dreams. Even I attempted to write a first love letter to her..

Suddenly, I started thinking in a different way altogether. I thought like what if she is not a girl. If some guy, operating as her making “bakras”. I have seen many of my friends doing that even though I am personally not interested in such things. God, why did I have such a thought? My feelings took a dramatic turn, and screamed “You are a bakra, you are a bakra” Yes. I think I was. Her profile was operated by a friend of my friend who has written a testimonial for her. God, why did it happen to me? If I am given a chance of accepting a reality or being in illusion I surely might have opted the second. Because even though it’s a big fake, feeling of loving someone is really great!!!

I may not get someone like her in the near future, she might not be real, but still I can’t forget her in my life. She gave me immense pleasure which can’t be explained in words when I was in the illusion of loving her. She made my life perfect for three or four hours which is worth remembering throughout my life …

krishna..

"An Engineer and a MBA - Joke" One of my favourites :)



An MBA graduate and an Engineer go on a camping trip, set up their tent,and fall asleep. Some hours later, the Engineer wakes his MBA friend."Look up at the sky and tell me what you see."

The MBA replies, "I see millions of stars."

The Engineer asks "What does that tell you?"

The MBA ponders for a minute:"Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets.
Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo.Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three.
Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant.
Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow.What does it tell you?"




The Engineer friend is silent for a moment, and then speaks. "Practically...Someone has stolen our tent"

my favourite quotes ....


*Journey of thousand miles begins with a single step .

*For every complex problem, there is a solution that is simple, neat, and wrong.H. L. Mencken

*The ladder of success is never crowded at the top

*Nothing is so bad that it cannot get worse

*To repeat what someone has said requires education...to challenge it requires brain

*"Better to light a candle than to curse the darkness."

*Its better to shut your mouth and let people wonder you are a fool than open it and clear all their doubts!

*MIND is the LABORAtORy of the genius...and a playground for the fools -vinayak kamath

*Pizza is a lot like sex. When it's good, it's really good. When it's bad, it's still pretty good.

*There are two types of people , those who divide people into two types, and those who don't

*Death is hereditary..

*Powers of mind is the rays of sun dissipated , when they are concentrated they illumine .

*EVEN IN THE DARKNES THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE OF LIGHT . JUST LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR HEART SAYS AND GOD WILL MAKE EVERYTHING ALLRIGHT*