We were not the same , when we came back !!!

You might be wondering who are we & where did we go ;) I can jus say – we were the luckiest people on the earth who got a chance to meet a veteran Mr . Lalith Shah and interact with him for three days in Devine City “ Pondicheri ”.

Ashwin , Rakki, Rashmi, Shannu, Abhi , Gopi & myself started our journey with lot of enthu and anticipation. Journey was sweet though we had to buy double tickets ( Credits to KSRTC rules to bring the original PAN Card ) and I had to sit with the roaring lion ;) When we landed in Pondicheri we were really surprised to see the organized & broad roads without much turns. But believe me, our tour actually started when we met 74 years “YOUNG” Lalith Bhai, who made us feel our spirit , enthu towards life is negligible when compared to his.

His story of owning a company which is the largest manufacturer for screws in India, which started by him with the purchase of single lathe itself shows the kind of personality he has. He talked with us about business, he talked with us about spirituality , he talked with us about the subjects how we can make a difference, how can we be more organized. Even his casual talks carried a message which were sometimes difficult to understand. He made us ask the questions and answered those to our satisfaction too. The kind of spirit he had when taking us to his factory, matri-mandir and other places in Pondicheri are simply unbelievable. He was not tired even when we got tired too. Walked with us everywhere without taking rest. We wish we could had atleast 20% of energy he has now.

I have seen couple of people who are very successful in their profession , I have seen couple of people who are successful in business too , but it’s very difficult to match the sense of responsibility he has towards society. Simplicity is the other key aspect which makes him special. He has a profound knowledge on various subjects. He was discussing about the practicality issues of “Solar Energy” with the same intensity as he was talking about Sri Aurobindo’s teaching and life. No wonder one room is full of books on various interests.

We are really glad that we got a chance to know about ashram school , teachings in the same by his daughter Naina Madam. We were really stunned to see such a nice hospitality from them. We never felt anytime we have come to an unknown place ;)

The best part which made me feel I have to do something more for the community is the visit to “Satya Special School”. It’s run by Chitra who is daughter in law of Lalith Sir. When I saw the children who were mentally & physically challenged , the children who didn’t know how to read or write, children who were even unable to differenciate b/w red and yellow I broke down. It was a very difficult feeling to experience when those kids were giving a innocent smile, when they were calling us to shake hand, when they were showing the handmade greetings to us. I guess , almost everyone had a similar feelings which was very clear when no one was speaking for sometime after we left from that place.

This visit gave lot of things us which can’t be explained in words. It has awaken the sense of responsibility amongst us. It has made us feel more organized & structured. There are so many things we have leant when we were spending time with Lalith bhai & Naina Madam. One thing is sure “ We were not the same , when we came back”.

After a long time I am visiting blogger.com . Lots of things happened these days. I joined DELL, Attended training , Got my first salary !!! etc etc. Life is fun here. New friends, new experience and more importantly I have become more organized !!!

I was staying in PG previously for a month or so. When I was coming back, an old woman asked me to help her cross the road . I had no other work . I was simply going for a walk. Helped her cross the road & made her sit near the shop by removing a heavy water containers which were at that place. She said “Thanks”. I told her “It’s my pleasure “ and continued walking. I could hear her blessings in hindi for a long time. She was happy. I could see it in her face when I turned back.

I was coming out of Shiva temple nearby. I saw a small shop. Went there since I needed a 3 /4th. There were two , gal & a guy seeing all the clothes present there & checking whether it suits them or not. After sometime they went from there not purchasing anything. The shopkeeper told me “they saw almost all the dresses present there & returned without taking anything” & also said “they were not at all having any intensions to buy anything”. She felt bad by their behavior. I purchased 3/4th & gave the coconut given in the temple to her since I was not cooking at that time. She was happy.

I know these are very simple things. I did not loose anything by doing that. But the “Freshness” after seeing their happy face keeps me energetic. I need not try for such events to happen again. It happens every time. A simple “Thanks” what we say, simple “smile” what we have can mean really lot to others..

Love & Luck,

KRuTHI

Mysooru Unplugged …

There are some things in life we have to appreciate no matter of what our ideologies are, where are we from and how we interpret the various issues. The charity work by VAYAM is one of them. It has got a nice motto of helping the children who are socially, emotionally, economically, physically backward. It conducted a charity show “Mysooru Unplugged” to support Divya Dipa trust to realize it’s dream Kaliyuva Mane.

I jus came from the volunteer meeting of VAYAM which was there in Kaliyuva Mane. This is the first time I went to that place. I am very sure it won’t be my last visit. I liked many things there & it was altogether a great experience.

I remember the day, when I got a message from Sneha asking “could I help her in a charity show”. I did not know anything about it in fact. I called her and asked “what’s it all about?”. Then came to know it’s purpose. Oh, my goodness!!!! People are doing such a wonderful work !!! They were organizing a charity show & by that money wanted to provide facilities to the unfortunate children. How could I say “no” to such a wonderful concept. I said “YES” without a second thought. Basically my responsibility was to translate the brochures, invitations, press release etc to Kannada. I had Harsha , my fav juni with me. So never felt it difficult anytime. We did well. At least we have the satisfaction that we did our best.

I went to the volunteer meeting in spite of having my project demo tomorrow to see the guys who came up with such a nice concept in fact. Unknowingly became fida of one’s character.Yup , he is the mastermind behind “Mysore unplugged” , Ashwin. His simplicity , group work , quality of appreciating others ( I am thankful to him & sneha for remembering each and every work we did & appreciating us every moment ), down to earth nature made me feel he is simply great.

Cheers to the entire team who did excellent job for such a nice cause :) .. Cheers to VAYAM...

Even though my contribution is very less , I am glad that I am also the part of it :)

For more info about Vayam & Divya Deepa Trust ,

http://freeshell.in/~vayam
&
http://divyadeepatrust.org

Yours truly,

KRuTHI

Memories .. Sweet memories ...

When only some days are left in college , when everyone is recollecting the wonderful time we spent here , We had a FEST -- DECIBEL 2007--

check this for other photos ...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/krishnambhat/

When almost all of us were wearing a yellow t-shirt & having the great fun of our lives, it was looking like Australia's celebration after the world cup victory :)

First day of the fest I needed to be with the chief guest all the time , and after that did anchoring for the cultural programs too . Second day we did mime. When Jag told me we will do skit , I don't know what made me to say , "no da .. we will do mime this time" then spent a entire night thinking about the sequences and choosing the characters. Finally because of suggestion and wonderful acting by karu,kadu,jag,andy,bharath,pate Mime was a hit .. big hit ... I am thankful to the support given by sirish&GP without whom this was not at all possible ...We did it again :)

When all were jumping for the group photo, when we shouted "huha huha" thousand times, when all danced like crazy after the fest,when our lecturers joined our celebration,when auditorium is full of flashes of cameras , a drop of tear fell from my eyes ...


Yours truely ,
KRuTHI

Straight from heart….

Life is not the way we think. We like some people even though they never care for us. We often neglect people who actually consider us very important. Often we land up no where.

It’s all about the illusion that the person we like will like us one or the other day. That stupid feeling makes us so unconcerned about others. We never think that other people may feel bad because of our sudden change in behavior.

I always thought it’s really difficult to express our feelings to the person we like. But It’s more difficult to know that someone is liking us, and we are in a situation where we are forced to say "no".. The tragedy is I am going through both at the same time or at least I am thinking so ...

Sometimes I feel , all these feelings are totally crap which unnecessary creates complications. But being a human being , I am forced to be between all these thoughts . I like to be too…

Today simply sat half an hour without doing anything ... Thought a lot ...Why I am doing all these .. Why I have become so "pride less" .. & realized these are the questions which never give me a proper answer ... So decided ... Decided what ????? I don't know .. Probably to take life as it comes ... or probably i couldn't take any decision .... I don't know again ...

Love & luck ,

KRuTHI

We did it :-)

It was fun . Believe me... The kind of satisfaction i have after seeing the final draft of the our section in the college magazine is inexplainable ... We have done allmost all the things we could do ...

I have been planning about the layout , title , one liners , putting the photos for all selected articles from a really long time.. But inside my mind I had feeling that how can we do all these????... But I should say million thanks to Bharath ,Harsha , Shri krishna , karu who made all these possible.. Their energy , passion to work , perfection in all the things made me realize nothing is impossible ... Support by preetham, sandeep for the first page, wonderful layout by bharath made our work much more easier.. Most difficult and successful part was collection of 52 photos .. Bharath did it in such a way that we had all the photos one day prior to the deadline :-)..

Cheers to all who made this possible :-) ... Within 15 days or so you wil be having a magazine copy in hand .. I am sure you will enjoy it a lot too :-)

Babye,

kruthi ...

She
may be the face I can't forget
a trace of pleasure I regret
may be my treasure or the price I have to pay
she may be the song that Solomon sings
may be the chill that autumn brings
my be a hounded tearful things
within the measure of the day…..

Whenever I listen to this song, I think of her. She is very special to me. Sometimes I wonder why I consider her as that “special”. Whenever I talk to her or see her or think of her, I simply loose my control over myself. There are a number of times where I desperately wanted to talk to her, went near her too with lot of courage & came back without speaking a single word. Sometimes I feel I like her and sometimes I feel I don’t. Still I did not get a chance to know her very well. To be frank I tried. I did my every effort to become her good friend. I initiated a conversation every time with her, even though I don’t do that usually. But, she is kind of mystery to me. She answered every question I asked but never asked a single question, she said thanks every time I wished her, but never did something so that I can say “thanks” too. Does that mean, she doesn’t want to be my friend???!!!

Whatever, I don’t feel bad about her. I always wish her a life full of happiness. She might be considering some one special as I consider her as special. In life , every wish will not be the reality. I am not sad because we could not be very good friends. But I am sad because “She did not even try to know me”…

With love ,

Kruthi…

We love water :-)

Yesterday was great fun. We 10 of us went to yadmuri . Till afternoon no one had a clue that we are going to some place. Last minute we decided to go there . It's really a nice place . We enjoyed a lot playing pranks at each other , diving into the water , trying to swim, jumping on one another ...

Guess , this is my first blog in morning :-) .. Now in sometime going to Jaciayana Marathon ... Eventhough have no intension of completing it .. haha ..

o.k then , let me finish it of ... but before that .. here is the link for some more photos .. There are many other nice photos too .. do see it ...


http://www.flickr.com/photos/krishnambhat/


Babye,

kruthi ...

"The people who say they are busy are the people who don't know how to manage the time" ya , very true. I was not saying "I am busy" but I never managed the time properly. So obviously "The people who don't say they are busy are not necessarily the people who know how to organize time properly." haha .. a poor pj I know ;)

Next one month will be crucial in my life. I have absolutely no idea how will I manage to finish all the things I have started. Need to complete project, prepare for seminar, magazine kannda section work responsibility ( this time thinking of putting the photos too ) , translating articles for Vayam, movie shoot whenever director ;) shreyamsa …haha .. says.

In fact , I knew that I had some responsibilities which are not done yet. So there is no point in saying yes to VAYAM work. But the objective of the Vayam & Divya Deepa trust is so good that it sooner became my first priority. They basically work for the enhancement of life of underpriviledged children. Vayam is main organizer of “Mysooru unplugged” which is a concert comprises of various famous artists. Basically my work is to translate the brochure , proposal , press releases etc etc to kannada. I must say my junior Harsha has helped me a lot in the first assignment I got & I am sure we will manage the work together.

Guess , it’s the time to start something rather than simply postponing the things as I have done. Time has come again to keep my cell in silent mode ;) after a long long time. Yup, I have to admit one thing that I can’t do two or more things together. If I am orkutting , then believe me I am not doing anything other than that. Nowadays I Jus visit orkut five mins a day infact to wish my friends on their birthday. I love wishing friends on their birthday & got some good friends too by that to be frank.

Thought of writing about my views about relationship, commitment and all , and ended up writing this .. I am still sleepy I guess ;)

Logging off ,

With love ,

Kruthi …

Ya .. I am Changing again ..

When I remember the days of my high school & start comparing those golden days with my life now, I really become so confused. Was that really “ME”?????

The days when I used to attend more competitions than the classes , the days when I never knew what is failure, the days when I had the huge huge respect from the people even who are unknown to me, the days when I composed the song & sang in every class as campaign of S.P.L election for my best friend, the days where almost every lecturer in the college used to consider me as the best student , the day I became representative of more than 50,000 interacters of 8 districts, the day when I made a revolutionary speech saying I would like to become the prime minister & won state level first place for that, the day when I gave a speech in Rotary conference & congratulated by lot of dignitaries are really unforgettable.

What made me change like this? I really don’t know. I had the dare to speak in front of more than three thousand people. But I don’t know what made me so silent where I did not express my feelings properly even once in Mysore. I became kind of "chupa-rustam" here I guess. Probably my decision to quit from all the extra-curricular activities killed the person in me, killed the strength in me. I became really unable to present my views properly in fact. Was getting little irritated for the simple stuffs which were of no importance to me once upon a time, I did not express anytime when I felt bad. But still considered myself to be very important. That’s the big mistake I have done after coming to mysore I guess. I won’t say I became totally ”useless” after coming here. I got so called good percentage, was in some good activities, was in local-boys for a while, was doing some ed-board work. Ya , that’s true but, that’s nothing if I look back at the life I had once.

Guess , It’s the time for me to change again. I know it’s very difficult for me to become exactly like I was once. Things have changed a lot & I have changed a lot too. But I am trying for sure. Now expressing myself without any fear. Telling my views without any hesitations. Day before I had a chat with my friend, I told almost every thing when I felt bad & came to know how I was lacking in expressions. I considered her very important for sure , but realized from her that I never made her realize how she was important to me. Learned a lot of things from that conversation to be frank. Yesterday I realized that , I am still good in presenting my thoughts even though I am less knowledgeable. Yesterday Dr. Manjunath came & gave a speech on Bhagath Sing. We had 2 hours informal discussion with him after the talk where I expressed my views very well. I am happy with how I behaved after a long long time..

I know it’s going to take some time. But still I can make it. I am now very confident about it too. Hope by the time I complete the course, I will regain some part of “ME” which I lost after coming to Mysore.

With love ,

Kruthi..

WE HAD A RE-UNION :) :) :)

It was one of the best times of my life . Our batchmates in P.U decided meet up together. & I was very delighted because venue was my house. When Harsha told me such an idea of get together I was very happy since even I wanted to meet my old friends . Most of the time I stay in mysore , so I really got a less chances of being with old pals . Finally we arranged a get together , finally 26 turned up that day ..

We did our every effort to make it a huge success. Prepared a skit, decorated a house, brought the cake , Extacy banner ,candles ,laptop,speakers etc etc .. Spent some three days in preparing for that all ..

The day has arrived finally. We had a classical inauguration , followed by introduction which included “open house” which included firing the questions at one another. Then we had a candle lighting competition . We had lunch & dumb-sharards( I am totally unaware of the spelling).. & fishing pond at the end ..

After escorting the girls , we boys decided to go to Malpe beach & then to dinner. All of us were really happy since we could recollect the golden days of our life …

I feel , again after some years we should have a reunion :) .. In a big way … Calling all our friends ….

Again thanking all who came on that day & made the day memorable …

With love ,

KRUTHI….

A WALK TO REMEMBER…

Sometimes I feel , I see lots and lots of movies. It’s true too. I don’t have any control over it. If I have movie , then I can’t stop myself from seeing it. I like most of the movies because there will be some or the other part which touches my heart. Was a fan of Julia Robertz for a long time , wanted to see all her movies. Saw pretty woman, notting hill, My best friends wedding,Step Mom,Closer. But after seeing Monalisa smile I thought like it’s not the actress which matters most for me , it’s the story and characters which really makes a big difference.

It was jus 4 days before my lab exams and I thought of scrolling a movie by name A Walk to Remember. I don’t know what forced me not to do that , I changed my idea to see first ten mins. But as usual, I could not close it . Jus continued with it. Probably it became my best movie ever. It’s the movie which made me think about love altogether in different way. Love is not the affection & fountain of emotion , its all about giving without any intention of receiving.

A walk to remember is the best example for a perfect movie one can ever imagine. Wonderful story, fantastic acting by all, every seen in the movie is simply superb.

Guys , if you haven’t seen the movie , then do see it . Believe me it will be your finest usage of two hours . You will have wonderful experience which will make you cheerful for a long long time.

& One more thing . I thought of giving myself a pen name :).. Thought it should be somehow related to my name too … thought & thought and finally decided …

KRU*shnamoor*THI====>>Kruthi :) …. How is it ???????

Signing off then,

Kruthi ….

TO THE ONE I LOVE …

When the sun rises in the east,
When the birds come out of the nests,
When the clouds cover the sun,
When it’s raining,
When the sun burns my skin,
When the cool breeze makes me happy,
When the street lights are on,
When the stars twinkle,
When the moon smiles in sky,
When I am sitting doing nothing,
When I am listening to my favorite music,
When I close my eyes,
When I open my eyes,
When my heart beats in rhythm,
When I am floating in my dream world,

I THINK OF YOU …

With love
Krishna..

Sometimes I feel I write almost all things which are related to LOVE one or the other way :) … Is this right ? or Jus my opinion ? I am confused indeed . Again is it turning out to be something which is related to the “same” magical word?

“Can boys and gals be jus friends?” oops nice question. Let me think about it. Now I remember the movies ‘when harry met sally’ and hum tum. Both were my favorites once :) . I really liked the arguments stating boys & gals cannot be jus friends. Yup,by my experience too. I don’t know what will be opinion of a gal about me after reading this. But this is the truth & I think it will be a truth for all. My personal opinion is that whenever gal & boy becomes close than a particular limit (limit is obviously different for different people I suppose) they start feeling something different .Yup , we might not call that’s love. This could be jus an infatuation or affection or crush or whatever you feel. Obvious reason for this is that boys feel girls as “different” & might be same case with the gals too. I do not have much idea about it :) .Some gal should guide me on this ;) .That different feeling makes you behave in a different way ;) .For example , boys won’t think and speak with any other boy. I mean whatever we feel we express to some friend of same gender. But when it’s the other way , we think then talk in the worst case sometimes practice too ;) .Because we care much. We will be having the afraid of loosing them or at least hurting them. We know relations could become complicated any point of time & that we don’t want in fact .

You may feel it childish or you may not like my arguments too ;) Since everyone is unique in their own way , every one will be having their own way of thinking . I jus wanna be in group where there is clear majority ;) what say?


Signing off now ,
With Love again,
Krishna..

I spent nearly 10 hours browsing today :) .. created this new blog , added six to seven postings , updated profile @ sjceonline.com &spent some time with orkutting too :) Now it's 12.30 midnight when all the world is sleeping ( i know majority of the engineering students will be awake now but still the wordings like above will look good :)) I decide to write about my first crush ...

Yup, she was beautiful,attractive most importantly unique in her own way. That's what the thing I like in a girl most. She refused to smile when i said a joke first time & was not curious about me initially.You may feel this was a one sided love or something & this guy is mad to go behind a gal who has not shown interest in him.Critics are welcomed :) But that's the way I am , I like the girls who are reserved , cultured & offcourse cute.Let me stop the descriptions & come back to the topic again.

Her behaviour made me feel like loving her.You may laugh but I decided to toss the coin in front of god to take the decision about her. Told one of my friends to tell her how I feel about her. He told he will do that for me. Thats the most difficult time of my life where I couldn't do anything. I was thinking what will happen next.I was not at all prepared what if she says "yes" in fact. The night was sleepless.I thought my friend might have told her . I couldn't sleep. I was jus staring at the clock waiting for morning 9 o clock to come soon so that my mom leaves to school & i can call and tell my friend not to tell her.

It was nine in the morning. As soon as mom left the house my fingers were dailing my friends number. I got him on the phone. I did not know did he tell her or not. First told him " buddy .. promise me that you never tell it to her" . He told me that he has already told her. I was breathless for a minute. I did not speak. I did not even ask him what was her reply. He told he was lying & he could not meet her the last day. But still I was not out of the shock.After some time I realized nothing has gone wrong & everything will be same as before.

I don't know , what made me not to tell what i felt about her. Eventhough later i realized it wasn't love , was jus an infatuation & those became very common in my life ;) I feel it's really difficult to say "I love you" to someone ... To be frank I am waiting for a gal who is cute,cultured,understading :).. Wish me luck buddies ..


With love ,

krishna

I do write lots of short stories in kannada . but this was my first attempt to write a story in english. I know this is poor but worth reading if you have lots of time ;)

Feeling of love...


I do not know how to start, how to go by and how to end. This is a real experience where I had a nice feeling of love & lots and lots of emotions danced like a fountain finally I had to accept the reality of life ……

It all began when I gave an entry to orkut – a magical world which can help you to make & know lots of friends at the same time it can keep you in illusion, sometimes very difficult to even imagine. One of my friends was constantly telling me to join orkut & even we had got a net connection in house. I was very eager to do something out of it & when my roommate joined I could not control myself joining that even though I knew I will become addictive to it. Every thing was fine for the beginning. I met many seniors, my old friends in NITK suratkal. I was very happy to live in this beautiful world.

One day, when I logged in to orkut as usual I had many “add as a friend “requests pending for my approval. In that I saw a name of a girl (sorry I can’t mention her name ). I did not have a friend by that name previously. I was very curious to know who she could be. Went to her profile and saw a photo which was really stunning, a traditional girl having a bindhi on her very cute face. I was surprised, confused, totally blank for sometime. I tried to recall each and every girl I met starting from my childhood days. But my memory said you haven’t met such a girl till now & it is impossible to forget such a girl even if you have glanced once. To be frank I am proud of my memory, even though I forget names I do not forget the faces. I went through her simple profile, came to know she is from manglore, my hometown. I became very happy when I came to know that in fact.

My mind did not stop the effort to miss a single chance of knowing her more. I checked all the communities she was in. She was in Mukta club , even I like that serial even though I get less chance of seeing it. And also she was in “How are you doing community”, I am also the great fan of “FRIENDS”, popular tv show. Believe me, I thought each and every thinking of mine matches with her. I always wanted to have someone who is traditional, cute, cultured. She was more than my imaginations. I was really happy that she herself sent a friendship request to me.

I did not stop. Read all the testimonials written about her. Came to know she cares for bindhi very much. And also I was surprised to know that one of my friends who is in nitk has written a testimonial for her. Really became happy because I thought I could get some info about her. Checked all her scrap book entries, was very happy again to know that she has really great attitude. She was my girl of imaginations, girl of dreams. Even I attempted to write a first love letter to her..

Suddenly, I started thinking in a different way altogether. I thought like what if she is not a girl. If some guy, operating as her making “bakras”. I have seen many of my friends doing that even though I am personally not interested in such things. God, why did I have such a thought? My feelings took a dramatic turn, and screamed “You are a bakra, you are a bakra” Yes. I think I was. Her profile was operated by a friend of my friend who has written a testimonial for her. God, why did it happen to me? If I am given a chance of accepting a reality or being in illusion I surely might have opted the second. Because even though it’s a big fake, feeling of loving someone is really great!!!

I may not get someone like her in the near future, she might not be real, but still I can’t forget her in my life. She gave me immense pleasure which can’t be explained in words when I was in the illusion of loving her. She made my life perfect for three or four hours which is worth remembering throughout my life …

krishna..

"An Engineer and a MBA - Joke" One of my favourites :)



An MBA graduate and an Engineer go on a camping trip, set up their tent,and fall asleep. Some hours later, the Engineer wakes his MBA friend."Look up at the sky and tell me what you see."

The MBA replies, "I see millions of stars."

The Engineer asks "What does that tell you?"

The MBA ponders for a minute:"Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets.
Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo.Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three.
Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant.
Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow.What does it tell you?"




The Engineer friend is silent for a moment, and then speaks. "Practically...Someone has stolen our tent"

my favourite quotes ....


*Journey of thousand miles begins with a single step .

*For every complex problem, there is a solution that is simple, neat, and wrong.H. L. Mencken

*The ladder of success is never crowded at the top

*Nothing is so bad that it cannot get worse

*To repeat what someone has said requires education...to challenge it requires brain

*"Better to light a candle than to curse the darkness."

*Its better to shut your mouth and let people wonder you are a fool than open it and clear all their doubts!

*MIND is the LABORAtORy of the genius...and a playground for the fools -vinayak kamath

*Pizza is a lot like sex. When it's good, it's really good. When it's bad, it's still pretty good.

*There are two types of people , those who divide people into two types, and those who don't

*Death is hereditary..

*Powers of mind is the rays of sun dissipated , when they are concentrated they illumine .

*EVEN IN THE DARKNES THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE OF LIGHT . JUST LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR HEART SAYS AND GOD WILL MAKE EVERYTHING ALLRIGHT*